What's up

Hey. Fri, 27th March I am writing this to recall what I have been going through up until this moment. Ones said, cherish every moment and every person in your life, and this hit me every now and then. Somehow, I may not feel it at the moment that I was enduring myself to try my very best to fit into the situation and go with the flow. Nevertheless, I was able to go through my hard times and the old days passed by and I pondered about yesterday. I spent a year and months before decided to brace myself one more time and give it another shot to divert my experience to other places. The fact that I still couldn't be able to challenge myself to go into the field that I accredited with, I am so upset with myself. I have no courage yet, to take another shot to fly high. Be mindful that Allah knows best! Perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you & perhaps you love a thing & it is bad for you (al baqarah 2:216) I figu...