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hey, you. yes. I am trying to say, Do you dare to dream? what if ones can dream, what if ones can have her/him dream be fulfilled? The analogy that I wish I can be is.. a magnet. If I were a magnet, I will be able to pull and push every single thing around me. To have the magnetic power of pushing away the bad thing that may give trouble if it sticks around, to keep the distance from the people who might hurt me in the future. To protect me from being hurt or left out.  If I were a magnet, I will be able to pull good thing to stick around so that I can benefit from it. To be able to attract everything that I wish to have and to turn the unwanted stuff into the insulator for me to kick them out from my life, name it the fears, problems, prejudice in order to keep me sane. To be able to live my life purposely. 

I decided to open a blank page and start typing. Who knows ideas will push each other out of the way in the eagerness to get to this page. Well, let’s see what do I have in my mind. What about myself? I am a plain eighteen teenager who sees the world through my own eyes. I am the youngest child in my family but my friends did not really expect that. They think that I am the eldest child in my family. Actually, I really like their expectation because this shows that I do look mature and independent. I came from an ordinary family living in a village. I still have both of my parents which makes me feel grateful compared to those who had lost their parent. I have a sister who had married and two brothers. My mother is the one who could really understand me and for me, it was my old man who taught me to say the words I can. There were so many times I would doubt myself but her words were always there to help. My father loves to give advice and never let me fall with his motivating story.