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kocek sengkek diisi sedikit kali sedikit bertahun lamanya. tiba2 kau berwajah nan selenga nak sekat kebebasan hati aku. kau dah kenapa? kalau kau nak diri kau dihormati orang, kau perlu memulakannya dulu. jahanam semua debat kau dengan wajah nan selenga, kau tak paham satu apa weh- jangan setarakan wajah kau dengan tahap pemikiran kau. mana pergi jati diri yang kau bangga2 kan? mana hilang fikiran luar kotak kau? mengkritik terus menerus tapi kau tak sedar kau yang paksa aku bina benteng tinggi2 untuk halang diri aku ni memahami kau pergilah kau jauh2 aku tak suka hipokrasi dan aku tunjuk terus menerus aku tak suka kau sekat daya aku berfikir, dan cara aku memuaskan diri sendiri dengan tahap kepuasan yang kau sukar mengerti. maaf, tolong kamu undur. back off!!

"benda yang sudah berlaku tak akan lenyap, sebab itu bakal mendap dalam ingatan."  I have my very own reason. Yeah! When we are desperately wanted to forget about every single thing in details that turned our life upside down. have you ever experienced that? Considered yes. with no hesitation, you know that if you are going to throw away your unpleasant memories will diminish anyone who is involved in that particular situation at that moment. and even your favourite person. the question is, do you dare? this is the real important things that have to be counted. so I will definitely say NO! the things is I just couldn't lose them, as they are the person who is part of my life. so even I like it or not, I have to face the music which is considered as a burden on my shoulder. know what? This is life. a kinda real one, tough and where you can find an unexpected tragedy happened in your real life that you merely never think of it.  as for me, everything h

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ♡ Fasa baru- Aku paksa diri Biar mudah bergaul Jadi aku mula dengan hari ini. Walau malas Aku sisih cepat cepat. Sebab Aku dah mula pegang kata kata- " Manusia bijak tahu bila nak berubah " Walau ni ayat yang aku cedok dari dalam novel, Aku tak kesah. Yang penting, Ada pangkalnya