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of being a wallflower, the plain me

Hey. Sat, 27th April Dear you who found yourself lost in the middle of the crowd. It is a super plain Saturday for me and the house. I am home alone and been having a deep thought in which I hate the most.it makes me question myself of what kind of life that I have been living up until this moment. All in all, I can say that I am embracing the empty spaces. Never a black, white or even colourful shades. None of them.  So tell me again, what life is all about. Is it about people that need to be involved to make it a living proof or the emotion of feeling contented or the things that you could helplessly have with struggle? I am totally drowning. Further away from the edges and everything seem shady and blurry.  In this year, every single thing will be shared on the net. And every single time I slide on my ig, I never see my life is real anymore and never feel better ever since. Am I the only worthless human in this world? Why do I feel suffocated and couldn't catch my

Unpopular Opinion Pt. 1

Hey. It's only been day two of school break and we're dealing with a few issues one after another which doesn't come in handy. Way out of control for the whole day, I presumed that was the accurate way to describe the whole incident. Well, I just started my new job not long ago and already been acknowledged about a student who needs special attention and extra care. Not so close to telling that the student is having dyslexia or autism. I would say this student is showing symptoms of ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder). ADHD is  a neurological condition defined by a consistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactive impulsivity that interferes with daily functioning in at least two settings.  Obviously, I am no expert in this field but based on my reading and having a month spent with this student, I am definitely will be giving the same answer.  Well, I am proud to say that my student is able to understand the instructions given just like others and w

Roller Coaster at 23

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اسلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته، Hi all.  I have been on hiatus mood for a few months and I gathered varies of experiences to be shared in this new post. Well, maybe not all at once! I underwent an internship for a couple of months after deciding to isolate myself from my coursemate back in college. Therefore, I moved into my brother's house with hesitation. I did receive an invitation to work in an established company as a content writer and it is located somewhere in PJ and near to my second brother's house. However, at the same time, I somehow made a decision to work with the startup financial company in Cyberjaya.  Guess what. I rejected the offer from this established company just because I thought, I might be given tasks as an assistant rather than actually do a job as a content writer. I asked bits of favour from my siblings, best friends and myself. So finally decided to stay with my third brother in Putrajaya and commuted to work in Cyberjaya.