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Hey. Wed, 15th April 2020 I am doing my best to keep up with my life sort of speaking. Yes, when I say my life, it definitely includes food as usual. Hands up for food junkie.  Most of the time, I do not really prefer ice cream for snacking cause it will boost me to eat a lot more than my usual appetite even though I do eat a lot. Yelp I just bursting my true self out loud.  Oh well, I was scrolling down the youtube to look into any mouthful snack that is simple and less time consumed.  This is how I came out with the new random messy video of me in an attempt to do the 'fried' ice cream. Please excuse disorganised stuff that I let it slide in the video all along hehe. Same goes to my unskilled step of trimming the bread. Just let it slide okay?  Guess, we are cool now! 😩 I made the video for fun and did a voiceover. Hope you enjoy it and try yourself at home. It is super easy and finds this video even useless somehow. Gosh but Idk. I did it anyhow. Ag

Hi. Mon, 13th April 2020 Woke up a few days ago with the snoozed alarm titled "A's birthday". Gosh got slammed in the face. I still have it kept on my phone like it just happened yesterday. It has been 8 years and this doesn't feel great no more. I am not in my late teen to be depending on this shameless feeling anymore. Recently, I just officially turns 25 and been single for as long as I can remember. Not that I feel proud of.  Should have turned to the new page and new chapter. I am going to ditch him from today onwards. Yes, he turns 25 today and let's get over it real quick. I need to find other stuff to keep me busy at the moment. (sigh) I am writing down a sweet letter to myself to ponder upon and to figure out a better outcome for a better eventful life for my future self.    be your own version to smile   Dear old self, Old immature self, you are free to move away from any lingering feeling that you embrace for a pretty long t

Hi, I just got some times to unfold this story. I was playing tourist around the place that we used to go but explored another side of it. Didn't go alone, I was accompanied by my favourite travel buddy, Ti. Obviously, this wasn't well-planned sightseeing from us both but we had a few places to go in our mind; it didn't come from me for sure. I just follow her to-do-things on that early morning. All along, we planned to have our breakfast early in the morning but I need 40 mins to pick her up. Therefore we had our food around 10.30 a.m. Bon appétit. Shared this and that was the brilliant idea, so hard to finish it up. alone. Ti definitely been loving the iced caramel latte while I was so occupied with my hot Caffe latte, came in with the set. The cafe is really spacious and worth to go. Perfect spot if you need a nice shot for the gram 😙 Indeed, a literally empty seat Don't mind me, but I do like these side tables

Hye. Sun, 12th April, I am #stayathome all weeks and spare most of my precious time making coffee and tasty food. Well, am not really a good cook but it looks more like spending my time doing the thing that I love the most.  Do your worst to explore what your actual ability is.  If I am lucky, the food tastes good and worth sweating a lot in the kitchen. Otherwise, I just deal with 'forcefully edible or might just throw in the bin' kinda food. Hehe.  I am just okay with how the food tastes like but might feel a little upset about it for a couple of hours, for real. 💁 Yesterday, I made myself homemade popcorn. I shoot a few steps on how to make it. This is really a random short video and I was in a mood to edit and record a voiceover. Hope this is helpful if you want to try doing it your own.  Just make sure you buy the popcorn kernels from the store. Trust me, replacing this using frozen corn or fresh corn would not help at all. Disappointment and wasted

Hey. Fri, 27th March I am writing this to recall what I have been going through up until this moment. Ones said, cherish every moment and every person in your life, and this hit me every now and then.  Somehow, I may not feel it at the moment that I was enduring myself to try my very best to fit into the situation and go with the flow. Nevertheless, I was able to go through my hard times and the old days passed by and I pondered about yesterday. I spent a year and months before decided to brace myself one more time and give it another shot to divert my experience to other places. The fact that I still couldn't be able to challenge myself to go into the field that I accredited with, I am so upset with myself. I have no courage yet, to take another shot to fly high. Be mindful that Allah knows best!   Perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you & perhaps you love a thing & it is bad for you (al baqarah 2:216) I figured that life is all

Hey. Sat, 27th April Dear you who found yourself lost in the middle of the crowd. It is a super plain Saturday for me and the house. I am home alone and been having a deep thought in which I hate the most.it makes me question myself of what kind of life that I have been living up until this moment. All in all, I can say that I am embracing the empty spaces. Never a black, white or even colourful shades. None of them.  So tell me again, what life is all about. Is it about people that need to be involved to make it a living proof or the emotion of feeling contented or the things that you could helplessly have with struggle? I am totally drowning. Further away from the edges and everything seem shady and blurry.  In this year, every single thing will be shared on the net. And every single time I slide on my ig, I never see my life is real anymore and never feel better ever since. Am I the only worthless human in this world? Why do I feel suffocated and couldn't catch my

Hey. It's only been day two of school break and we're dealing with a few issues one after another which doesn't come in handy. Way out of control for the whole day, I presumed that was the accurate way to describe the whole incident. Well, I just started my new job not long ago and already been acknowledged about a student who needs special attention and extra care. Not so close to telling that the student is having dyslexia or autism. I would say this student is showing symptoms of ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder). ADHD is  a neurological condition defined by a consistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactive impulsivity that interferes with daily functioning in at least two settings.  Obviously, I am no expert in this field but based on my reading and having a month spent with this student, I am definitely will be giving the same answer.  Well, I am proud to say that my student is able to understand the instructions given just like others and w

اسلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته، Hi all.  I have been on hiatus mood for a few months and I gathered varies of experiences to be shared in this new post. Well, maybe not all at once! I underwent an internship for a couple of months after deciding to isolate myself from my coursemate back in college. Therefore, I moved into my brother's house with hesitation. I did receive an invitation to work in an established company as a content writer and it is located somewhere in PJ and near to my second brother's house. However, at the same time, I somehow made a decision to work with the startup financial company in Cyberjaya.  Guess what. I rejected the offer from this established company just because I thought, I might be given tasks as an assistant rather than actually do a job as a content writer. I asked bits of favour from my siblings, best friends and myself. So finally decided to stay with my third brother in Putrajaya and commuted to work in Cyberjaya. 

اسلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته، HALO, I have great escapism with my favourite people since my diploma time. This is our second trip to Penang. It just happened to be in this place! We don't really have a proper plan or things to do at all. 16th Jan   My father sent me off to McD. I went into the car. Z drove and II was next to her. Since it was their semester break, I occasionally sat at the passenger seat with comforter, pillow, hung clothes and etcetera where I found myself put my backpack on the floor. We're heading to Sg. Petani. I got myself a cup of hot mocha. It wasn't my real pleasure to have chocolate but its better than nothing. 17th Jan We leave home around 10 a.m. after having a plate of nasi lemak each. Yeah well, I insist to follow or eat anything edible. So, we dropped by at Jeruk Pak Ali. I bought myself a small container full of samprit (my all time fave Malay cookies). We approached Penang Bridge around 11.30. Since we were o

 ,اسلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته I am going to pour my thought right here right now. To start my positive new year in last 2016 was very refreshing and kept me motivated to lose my weight and to cut off my fat on my tummy. I can't describe my burning spirit to cure reflux and feel free. I suffered and survived at the same time, thrown out right after eating too much, excessively drinking water (need more to quench thirst🙄), eaten few bites of apple, honeydew (right, it is just fruit, healthy one), binged on the junk foods (why not treat your self), ice cream, chocolate bar, oily fried chicken (well, that's why it is so called-fried-chicken because we fried em. You name it. I managed to be in good shape since I lost 12kg. I know, me too, proud of myself *pat my back* After all, I still went for a workout, jogging and do whatever it took to be fit. I left the rice out in every meal, blindly depend on protein with low carb intakes. I survived! Circa a week before my bro